Usne kaha tha

It  class 9th and his new school when Raj first met Maya. In few minutes it was decided that life was not gonna be same again.

Everyone knew about the rumors of their affair. But maya never accepted Raj publicly. She was wannabe girl of the school and even though she had feelings for Raj. She never accepted in front of friends.

Once she told him that She has feelings for him but can not accept in public because of a vow to his mother. She said to me " Abhi! please keep my vow. If you love me then don't ever say to anyone about us! Promise me… "

After schools they were again in touch. Maya accepted to Raj that she loved him since beginning. It was all well for them when Maya decided to give it a break. Raj tried his hard but she had made up her mind.

After break up, she blamed Raj for everything. Circulated wrong news related to him but Raj never said anything. She even said that she never loved Raj and he tried to blackmail her. But Raj was silent.

Raj's friend knew of the lies of Maya. One day he asked to Raj why don't you say the truth to everyone. Why are you silent.

All Raj said was " Because Usne kaha tha…!! "
And left the place.

 

December of Ujjain

Suna hai ki tum dusre sheher chali gayi ho.. 

Aadhe adhoore mann se… jab gayi thi tum.. 

December ka mahina tha… 

Tumne thik se baat bhi nahi ki thi… 

" I hope you know that it's our last conversation.." 

Tha Tumhara last message…. 

Dil me ab bhi kabhi kabhi lagta hai… 

Tumhara phone aayega ekk din… 

Mujhe yakeen tum par nahi.. 

December par hai…!!!

Aansu bahana gazab ho gaya!

December!

Miss call...

Ujjain

Block

Jab use aaya gussa aur block kar diya 

kuch suna na kaha aur block kar diya 

 

Raabta raha us se toh dil o jaan se raha… 

Ekk din phir Nafrat hui aur block kar diya… 

 

Raat ko aayi yaad meri toh dp dekh li.. 

Dil ki dhadkane badi aur block kar diya… 

 

Sunta hu Abhi ki shadi ki raat usne.. 

Jee bhar ko mujhe dekha aur block kar diya… 

 

~ Abhishekk 

Praayschit

….Dheere se ek aankh kholkar mobile dekhta hu, raat ke 2:30 baj chuke hai aur neend aankh se sadiyo door hai.Aaj achanak mann me toofan chal raha hai. Kayi yaade daud rahi hai.Samajh nahi aa raha ek shakhs aaj muje itna kyu yaad aa raha hai, jabki use gaye aaj 1000 din se jyada ho gaye. Kyu aaj mera dam usi dhuye me ghut raha hai jise maine kabhi bujhaya tha.. Haan who main hi toh tha jo us se bhaaga tha. Aur jab aaj bhaagte bhaagte ruka hu toh yaad aata hai who shakhs.. yaad aata hai ek ek pal… yakeen nahi hota koi aisa bhi kar sakta hai.. Uth kat light on karta hu, Lag raha hai aaj neend nahi aayegi.. laptop khol kar uske puraane sms padta hu jo maine save kiye the.. har baar last message usi ka… aaj kuchh gaane sun ne ka bada mann kar raha hai aur who sab likh dene ka jo kabhi kisi se nahi kaha……

Tum se hi… Tum se hi….

Zindagi me kayi ladkiyo se mila, lekin sirf woh hi aisi ladki thi jisne mujhe kabhi badalana nahi chaha. She loved complete me not parts of me. Usne kabhi mujhse hair style badalne ka nahi kaha.. kabhi nahi kaha ki meri kavita acchi nahi… kabhi nahi kaha ki please gaana band kar! Nahi ab lagta hai ki pyaar kya hai.. aur kitna kathin hai aisa pyaar paana… kitna mushkil hai aisa pyaar karna aur kitna jyada mushkil hai aisa pyaar de kar bhi pyaar naa paana…

Ekk parwaaj dikhaayi di hai..
teri aawaz sunaayi di hai..
Jiski aankhon me kati thi sadiyaan..
Usi ne umra bhar ki judaayidi hai...

Continued....

Raatein...!!!

 Jaise ho ek lambi khamoshi..
Jab lafzo ke maayne na reh jaaye..

Jaise ho ek udasi ka sunapan..
Woh leher ki jisme sab beh jaaye...

Ya kuch khoya sa.. Jo lagta nahi...
Ki saath me mere woh hai bhi ya nahi...

Aisi hoti hai raate...
Akeli... Anginat raaz apne me samete..
Mujhe chhod jaati hai..
Is ummid me... Ki kal phir aayegi..

Bilkul tum si hai raate...!!!

Sar dard

Ekk dafa who yaad hai tumko
Phone par yun hi baat karte karte
Achanak tumne kaha tha
Aaj sar dard ho raha hai bahut
Maine kitna samjhaya tha...
Jyada socha mat karo
Kuch khaya piya karo
Aise kaise kaam chalega,
Pucha bhi tha maine
Koi Tablet li..?
Tumne muskura kar kaha tha
Nahi, rehne do..
Tumse baat karungi thik ho jaaungi…….

Aaj jab tumne phone uthaya
11 missed call ke baad..
“ Kya baat karni hai?
Tum chale kyu nahi jaate..
Tum jaaoge nahi
Toh koi dusra kaise aayega..
Tum samjhte kyu nahi…
Tum sar dard ban gaye ho mere liye..
Tum sar dard ban gaye ho mere liye..!! “

Gaanv me sukoon

Tapti Garmi Me Jo Maza Pipal Ki Chaanv Me Milta Hai,
Vaise Hi Mere Dil Ko Sukoon Apne Gaanv Me Milta Hai,...

Muddate Beet Gayi Unse Mulaakat Nahi hui,
Par Roj Sapno Me Woh Mere Saath Milta Hai,

Bas Itna Keh kar Meri Jaan Mere Seene Se lag Gayi,
Jaanu Mujhe Sataane Me Tumhe Kya Milta Hai,

Phir Kyu Naa Karu Main Apne Aap Pe Guroor,
Maa Kehti Hai Mera Chehra Apni Dadi Se Milta Hai...!!!

Pehli Ghazal

Nafrat Se Hi Sahi Mera Naam Toh Liya Hoga,
Ik Pal Ko Apne Labon Par Mujhe Thaam Liya Hoga...
...
Har Roz Woh Kehti Hai Mujhe Pyaar Nahi Tumse,
Har Raat Mera Dil Kehta hai Isne Galat Sun Liya Hoga...

Jab Unse Nazre Mili Toh Saari Kaaynaat Ruk Gayi,
Usne Meri Aankho Me Kya Kya Dekh Liya Hoga,

Ho Jaane Do Ek Aur Ghotala Kisko Fark Padta Hai,
Aaj Phirr Ek Gareeb Basti Me Bhukha So Liya Hoga...!!!

Friends- लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -10 )

" I think Dubey uncle has seen us together. Are yaar ! " Said Worried Aastha. 

 

I was constantly looking at her as how beautiful she looks even in serious situations. I didn't like her panicking so I tried to calm her down. 

 

 

" You always think too much Aastha. He hasn't seen us in the first place. And even if he has seen us what's the problem. If anybody asks you then tell them you were with college friends. " 

 

Aastha wasn't relieved but as it was my birthday. She tried to change the topic. And I loved that presence of mind of her. She didn't wish to ruin the day for me. 

 

And it was the problem every time we went together. In childhood Ujjain seemed a vast city to me that sometimes I felt afraid that I may be lost. But now Ujjain seems so limited. Freeganj, Kothi road, Nanakheda, Mahakal, Gopal mandir and you can find some relatives every where especially when you're with your special someone.  

By the way nothing happened  to us that day. 😉  

Hungry - लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -9 )

" I am not hungry aaditya. " 

 

Shivani told me when waiter arrived to take our order as we were spending some time in Hot and cool restaurant. 

 

" But what about me? I am hungry and listen I won't eat anything alone this time. " I said 

 

" Ok baba. Order what you like and we both will eat. Aaditya you never understand that I just want to talk to you. Spend some time with you. We shouldn't waste our money like this until we starts earning. " Insisted Shivani 

 

It was the story every time I hangout with her. She was not the type of girl who spends money like anything. In just a little span of time she has shown me what a beautiful life partner she would be. And that was the reason We were together.  

 

Today after 2 years we are married and I was right when I told " She is a Perfect life partner  " 😊  

Baatein..

Bahut Dino se soch raha Hu... 

Ek baat... 

Ki jab tum milogi... 

Tumse bahut si baate karni hai... 

 

Yeh bhi soch raha Hu Ki... 

Kuchh der... 

Sirf khamoshi se tumhari aankhe padunga... 

 

Puchunga unse... 

Kya ab meri yaad nahi aati. .. 

Bevajah rooth jaane ka jee nahi Karta... 

 

Par afsos ab hum me.... 

Baate nahi hoti... 

 

Lekin jab bhi milogi... 

Yakeen maano... 

Tum se baate bahut karni hai

रात चाँद की

बादलों में छिपा रहा चाँद 

पूरी रात 

कल चौदहवीं की रात थी 

 

मैं देखता रहा उसे 

एकटक 

और यूँ ही नींद आ गयी 

 

फिर तुम आईं ख्वाब में 

मुस्कुराई 

मुझे नींद से जगाया भी 

 

आखिर कल चाँद देख ही लिया मैंने 

कल चौदहवीं की रात थी ... 

 

" अभिषेक नागर "  

Hope- लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -6 )

I hope someday you will find an old picture of mine while cleaning your dresser or shuffling your old diary... And you will wonder if  Still look the same.. If I still remember you while watching stars.. If I still remember your cell number.. If I still feel my heartbeat racing when you say my name... If I still secretly visits your Facebook profile... If I still feel the same for you.. If I still love you more than life itself... 

And you know what answer is yes!!!! I still do

Once - लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -5 )

Once in a lifetime you will come across a person who will change you the way you could never be.. she brings out the best in you.. sees you from the eyes you will never find. . When you will be tired from the boredom of life... business of life.. when you forget what you used to be... She will awake the life in you.. She will be the reason you will wake up in the morning. .. she will be the comfort you will find in dreams.. When you will hate the repeatness of the world..She will take you the entire different world with her.. You will aspire to be with her every moment but you can not be. . You will love her with all your heart but it could never ever be expressible in words.. She will be leaving you right in front of your eyes and you will not be able to stop her.. You will understand her perfectly but you can't bring it front.. There will be messages you will never send... messages which were sent... and innumerable number of messages deleted before sent... you will want her every moment yet you can't be friends nor you can be lover.. so you burn inside. . And express the fire in the words. . In the hope that she will read it someday. .. understand it someday. . Love you someday. ...

Pagli

Ek dafa woh yaad hai tumko. .. 

Jab likhi thi maine  

Woh apni pehli kavita.. 

Padkar kaise muskurayi thi tum.. 

" Bade ho gaye ho ab.. " 

Aur jab pucha kiske liye likhi hai 

Kaha tha maine.. 

Hai ekk pagli... 

 

Ab jab tum nahi ho... 

Bahut kavitaaye likhta hu... 

Taarife bhi paata hu... 

Suna hai tum ab bhi padti ho meri kavitaaye.. 

Par puchti nahi... 

Khud samajh jaati ho... 

Pagli tum hi thi....