Praayschit

….Dheere se ek aankh kholkar mobile dekhta hu, raat ke 2:30 baj chuke hai aur neend aankh se sadiyo door hai.Aaj achanak mann me toofan chal raha hai. Kayi yaade daud rahi hai.Samajh nahi aa raha ek shakhs aaj muje itna kyu yaad aa raha hai, jabki use gaye aaj 1000 din se jyada ho gaye. Kyu aaj mera dam usi dhuye me ghut raha hai jise maine kabhi bujhaya tha.. Haan who main hi toh tha jo us se bhaaga tha. Aur jab aaj bhaagte bhaagte ruka hu toh yaad aata hai who shakhs.. yaad aata hai ek ek pal… yakeen nahi hota koi aisa bhi kar sakta hai.. Uth kat light on karta hu, Lag raha hai aaj neend nahi aayegi.. laptop khol kar uske puraane sms padta hu jo maine save kiye the.. har baar last message usi ka… aaj kuchh gaane sun ne ka bada mann kar raha hai aur who sab likh dene ka jo kabhi kisi se nahi kaha……

Tum se hi… Tum se hi….

Zindagi me kayi ladkiyo se mila, lekin sirf woh hi aisi ladki thi jisne mujhe kabhi badalana nahi chaha. She loved complete me not parts of me. Usne kabhi mujhse hair style badalne ka nahi kaha.. kabhi nahi kaha ki meri kavita acchi nahi… kabhi nahi kaha ki please gaana band kar! Nahi ab lagta hai ki pyaar kya hai.. aur kitna kathin hai aisa pyaar paana… kitna mushkil hai aisa pyaar karna aur kitna jyada mushkil hai aisa pyaar de kar bhi pyaar naa paana…

Ekk parwaaj dikhaayi di hai..
teri aawaz sunaayi di hai..
Jiski aankhon me kati thi sadiyaan..
Usi ne umra bhar ki judaayidi hai...

Continued....

Raatein...!!!

 Jaise ho ek lambi khamoshi..
Jab lafzo ke maayne na reh jaaye..

Jaise ho ek udasi ka sunapan..
Woh leher ki jisme sab beh jaaye...

Ya kuch khoya sa.. Jo lagta nahi...
Ki saath me mere woh hai bhi ya nahi...

Aisi hoti hai raate...
Akeli... Anginat raaz apne me samete..
Mujhe chhod jaati hai..
Is ummid me... Ki kal phir aayegi..

Bilkul tum si hai raate...!!!

Sar dard

Ekk dafa who yaad hai tumko
Phone par yun hi baat karte karte
Achanak tumne kaha tha
Aaj sar dard ho raha hai bahut
Maine kitna samjhaya tha...
Jyada socha mat karo
Kuch khaya piya karo
Aise kaise kaam chalega,
Pucha bhi tha maine
Koi Tablet li..?
Tumne muskura kar kaha tha
Nahi, rehne do..
Tumse baat karungi thik ho jaaungi…….

Aaj jab tumne phone uthaya
11 missed call ke baad..
“ Kya baat karni hai?
Tum chale kyu nahi jaate..
Tum jaaoge nahi
Toh koi dusra kaise aayega..
Tum samjhte kyu nahi…
Tum sar dard ban gaye ho mere liye..
Tum sar dard ban gaye ho mere liye..!! “

Gaanv me sukoon

Tapti Garmi Me Jo Maza Pipal Ki Chaanv Me Milta Hai,
Vaise Hi Mere Dil Ko Sukoon Apne Gaanv Me Milta Hai,...

Muddate Beet Gayi Unse Mulaakat Nahi hui,
Par Roj Sapno Me Woh Mere Saath Milta Hai,

Bas Itna Keh kar Meri Jaan Mere Seene Se lag Gayi,
Jaanu Mujhe Sataane Me Tumhe Kya Milta Hai,

Phir Kyu Naa Karu Main Apne Aap Pe Guroor,
Maa Kehti Hai Mera Chehra Apni Dadi Se Milta Hai...!!!

Pehli Ghazal

Nafrat Se Hi Sahi Mera Naam Toh Liya Hoga,
Ik Pal Ko Apne Labon Par Mujhe Thaam Liya Hoga...
...
Har Roz Woh Kehti Hai Mujhe Pyaar Nahi Tumse,
Har Raat Mera Dil Kehta hai Isne Galat Sun Liya Hoga...

Jab Unse Nazre Mili Toh Saari Kaaynaat Ruk Gayi,
Usne Meri Aankho Me Kya Kya Dekh Liya Hoga,

Ho Jaane Do Ek Aur Ghotala Kisko Fark Padta Hai,
Aaj Phirr Ek Gareeb Basti Me Bhukha So Liya Hoga...!!!

Friends- लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -10 )

" I think Dubey uncle has seen us together. Are yaar ! " Said Worried Aastha. 

 

I was constantly looking at her as how beautiful she looks even in serious situations. I didn't like her panicking so I tried to calm her down. 

 

 

" You always think too much Aastha. He hasn't seen us in the first place. And even if he has seen us what's the problem. If anybody asks you then tell them you were with college friends. " 

 

Aastha wasn't relieved but as it was my birthday. She tried to change the topic. And I loved that presence of mind of her. She didn't wish to ruin the day for me. 

 

And it was the problem every time we went together. In childhood Ujjain seemed a vast city to me that sometimes I felt afraid that I may be lost. But now Ujjain seems so limited. Freeganj, Kothi road, Nanakheda, Mahakal, Gopal mandir and you can find some relatives every where especially when you're with your special someone.  

By the way nothing happened  to us that day. 😉  

Hungry - लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -9 )

" I am not hungry aaditya. " 

 

Shivani told me when waiter arrived to take our order as we were spending some time in Hot and cool restaurant. 

 

" But what about me? I am hungry and listen I won't eat anything alone this time. " I said 

 

" Ok baba. Order what you like and we both will eat. Aaditya you never understand that I just want to talk to you. Spend some time with you. We shouldn't waste our money like this until we starts earning. " Insisted Shivani 

 

It was the story every time I hangout with her. She was not the type of girl who spends money like anything. In just a little span of time she has shown me what a beautiful life partner she would be. And that was the reason We were together.  

 

Today after 2 years we are married and I was right when I told " She is a Perfect life partner  " 😊  

Baatein..

Bahut Dino se soch raha Hu... 

Ek baat... 

Ki jab tum milogi... 

Tumse bahut si baate karni hai... 

 

Yeh bhi soch raha Hu Ki... 

Kuchh der... 

Sirf khamoshi se tumhari aankhe padunga... 

 

Puchunga unse... 

Kya ab meri yaad nahi aati. .. 

Bevajah rooth jaane ka jee nahi Karta... 

 

Par afsos ab hum me.... 

Baate nahi hoti... 

 

Lekin jab bhi milogi... 

Yakeen maano... 

Tum se baate bahut karni hai

रात चाँद की

बादलों में छिपा रहा चाँद 

पूरी रात 

कल चौदहवीं की रात थी 

 

मैं देखता रहा उसे 

एकटक 

और यूँ ही नींद आ गयी 

 

फिर तुम आईं ख्वाब में 

मुस्कुराई 

मुझे नींद से जगाया भी 

 

आखिर कल चाँद देख ही लिया मैंने 

कल चौदहवीं की रात थी ... 

 

" अभिषेक नागर "  

Hope- लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -6 )

I hope someday you will find an old picture of mine while cleaning your dresser or shuffling your old diary... And you will wonder if  Still look the same.. If I still remember you while watching stars.. If I still remember your cell number.. If I still feel my heartbeat racing when you say my name... If I still secretly visits your Facebook profile... If I still feel the same for you.. If I still love you more than life itself... 

And you know what answer is yes!!!! I still do

Once - लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -5 )

Once in a lifetime you will come across a person who will change you the way you could never be.. she brings out the best in you.. sees you from the eyes you will never find. . When you will be tired from the boredom of life... business of life.. when you forget what you used to be... She will awake the life in you.. She will be the reason you will wake up in the morning. .. she will be the comfort you will find in dreams.. When you will hate the repeatness of the world..She will take you the entire different world with her.. You will aspire to be with her every moment but you can not be. . You will love her with all your heart but it could never ever be expressible in words.. She will be leaving you right in front of your eyes and you will not be able to stop her.. You will understand her perfectly but you can't bring it front.. There will be messages you will never send... messages which were sent... and innumerable number of messages deleted before sent... you will want her every moment yet you can't be friends nor you can be lover.. so you burn inside. . And express the fire in the words. . In the hope that she will read it someday. .. understand it someday. . Love you someday. ...

Pagli

Ek dafa woh yaad hai tumko. .. 

Jab likhi thi maine  

Woh apni pehli kavita.. 

Padkar kaise muskurayi thi tum.. 

" Bade ho gaye ho ab.. " 

Aur jab pucha kiske liye likhi hai 

Kaha tha maine.. 

Hai ekk pagli... 

 

Ab jab tum nahi ho... 

Bahut kavitaaye likhta hu... 

Taarife bhi paata hu... 

Suna hai tum ab bhi padti ho meri kavitaaye.. 

Par puchti nahi... 

Khud samajh jaati ho... 

Pagli tum hi thi....

Blame - लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -4 )

" Please Neha ! Stop crying. This is just an exam. Some stupid marks in exam can't decide your failure. " I said. 

 

" Don't console me yaar. I don't know what's wrong with me. I prepared so hard for these. And finally exam comes.. Few incorrect answers in OMR sheet and your life us changed forever. " Replied Neha sobbing. 

 

" Its really Ok Neha! "  

 

" But you know I'm more upset with my father. Inspite of supporting me, Inspite of telling me that Neha its ok.. It can happen... He was blaming me for this... " 

 

I looked into her eyes... Held her cold hands in mine. Pulled her close and hugged her with all my heart and said " Neha! Its ok.. It can happen. You have to achieve so much in your life. I trust you and your abilities. You are awesome. " 

 

She smiled through her tears. And the salty tears of her eyes suddenly became sweet as honey. 

Habits - लघु प्रेम कथा ( लप्रेक -3 )

" Its been 10 years since we met last time, Abhi " Said Swati. 

 

We were having dinner in Sriganga Restaurant Freeganj. After what seems like eternity, I met Swati accidentally in Ujjain. She was as cheerful and beautiful as she was In college days. She never looked like mother of two sons to me at first sight. 

 

" Hmm! Exactly 10 years. Where have you been in 10 years yaar. And when did you get married? " I asked her. 

 

" Its a long story.. I will tell you everything but first tell me why didn't you get married till now? " She said as we both finished dinner. 

 

" Umm.. I didn't find suitable girl...  " I said while giving her Centerfresh. She always liked that after eating anything. I knew it . 

 

" Centerfresh! OMG.. You still keep it.. You still remember.. Wow yaar.. I thought you forgot" 

 

" You didn't forget to eat... I didn't forget to keep... Old habits you know " I said.